So....
The second day in a row. Let's not hold our breath for a streak shall we?
I worked today and during one of my surveys I caught the eye of a very good looking man. We continued to make eye contact with one another during the survey and I found my heart fluttering. What is my problem? I instantly felt guilty. I have a perfectly good husband at home waiting for me.... Is it still okay to get the butterfly feelings from someone else? Even if it's only during a three minute survey?
Not too long after the Light Parade came by and there was a moment where Prince Charming and Cinderella were together dancing. I know that they have to make themselves look happy... and I know that they are two grown adults playing the parts... but for some reason, in that moment, I believed them. Suddenly, I was a 6 year old girl sighing at Mr. Charming and wishing to be Cinderella....
Again, what is my problem....?
Maybe it's just because we've been fighting. Or.. not really fighting... but apathetic to each other. Most of the time, I feel like he's happier with his friends than he is with me. And if it's the truth, I don't know how horrible that is... but it hurts me inside fiercely. But we do this. We're newlyweds, after all. It's like you spend 80% of your time together in bed making love, and the other 20% ready to tear each others heads off. I guess 20% of bad isn't so bad in the long run, really...
I'm eating Oreo's. They're delicious.... but they're not helping with weight loss. Oh well. Better to enjoy now, than feel guilty and not enjoy at all.... right?
Yea... remind me of that in 20 pounds.
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